date: Friday, December 22, 2006 @ 10:54 pm
title: Mei lee queue first.
2 more days to X'mas.
Same time last year, that was one of the most stressful days of my life. Trying so hard to bring together everything, I felt miserable with the poor planning I had. Totally screwed up everything that I was given to do and had to do. Late for this and unprepared for that, I was in a big big mess.
Fortunately, I learnt my lesson. Sometime, I just have to put my foot down on certain issues i.e. peer pressure - when everyone does it, doesn't mean I have to do the same. I have my own important things to do and urgent ones as well. I have concluded that things that has not point doing should be ignored. Seriously, I was having quite a headache in my planning this week. New stuffs pop up like popcorn, non-stop and noisely.
Impromptu. But what can I do? Stop. Think. Plan. Pointless things no point to struggle with, just let it go. Sometimes or most of the time, I always get influenced by my situation to do things that I do not like, not because I have some problem with it. But the thing is that I as a person can be there, but my heart and mind is somewhere else. Bla bla bla.
2 more days to X'mas and I need a miracle and lot of grace. I want this X'mas to be the best. Both for myself and others. If u feel that this year's is not the best for u, maybe you re not part of the 'others', obviously not 'myself' as well. Oh man. EGO invasion. Not la. This will be the best cos next years has to be even better than best.
Merry X'mas to everyone. I got lots of stuff to do. A lot of gifts to prepare.
Anyway. If u happened to be doing nothing on Christmas Eve, just drop me a line cos I have an big event to invite u. Hohoho.
You fail to plan, you plan to fail. -Pastor Kong-
